Okay see you tomorrow
I don't know how to say this, but I'll try to make it short. I had a very fun time being here. However, this site has lost something, but it was not this channel the one that has lost...it was me. I've lost interest in this site, just like any other sites I lose interest. Everything here was surprising at first, now they all seem too predictable. What I'm trying to say is, I'm gonna stop visiting from this point on. So I wanted to say goodbye, I could have just stopped without posting a proper farewell, though it felt wrong, and it's not right for me. Let this be my last day here. So goodbye.
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Goodbye. This board has been such a negative impact on me mentally and jm tired of always being put down by everyone in this board. It has come to my attention that maybe I am simply not wanted since I am countlesly posts deleted and banned just for expressing myself. The amount of hate I get everyday on this board has made me mentally and emotionally hurt. I have pushed aside your countless negative actions but decided i cannot take it anymore. it is neither of our faults since I dont think I am fit to be here. I have decided to take the decision to remove myself from this board in order to create a better environment for everyone including myself. I'm sorry for anything I have ever did to any of you and I feel the need to leave because of my negative actions and the way I am being treated as well. The amount of time ive had to condone your terrible behavior is way too many to count. Im sorry if I have been mean sometimes but your actions have been way too much for me to handle mentally and emotionally. I am so drained because of this board and the people in it. I have been told over and over to get over your behaviour but I want to make it stop for everyone in order to create a better environment. I hope others feel the need to speak up about this situation because it needs to be fixed. I am sure I did not do anything bad to deserve this much hurtful words and the amount of strain on my mental health. The amount of times I've been torn down day and night and how I cry myself to sleep thinking about how people could be this cruel and rude is astonishing. This is a goodbye forever. I hope each and everyone of you the great rest of your lives and to please cut out negativity that is affecting you. Goodbye all of you, it's been a great run but I dont think I am able to take this anymore
Hello Bernds, can someone translate what the guy with glasses says?
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when you are surrounded by retards who like to believe in lies to feel better and you can't get out of that place your mind becomes suicidal.
How would you cope about this?
How do you not kill yourself when every single person you talk to is just a repeater of propaganda?
twitter, reddit, 4chan and instagram/facebook, could be good examples of what I am talking about, you have people from all different ideologies, and all of them forget about empathy so much, maybe I am just depressed but god damn, 20 people died here because of a fucking football match, are you fucking serious?, is just looking at the window you have online to take a look to the world to see how messy things are because everyone closes to listening to the other person, I am tired of treating people well and trying to make them understand they shouldn't believe everything they see online/tv, but it's all so tiresome, I don't even treat people well because I want them to like me but because is basic manners to treat others well, I am tired of being that nice guy that says to old grannies good morning everyday and listens to girls problems despite knowing none of them actually are my friends, everything just seems like a fucking mess. The world is a soup of vomit and I have to eat while pretending everything it's cool and doing alright?, that people is not fucking retarded?, do I really have to do that?, do I really?, do I?...
Wtf why are there so many Russians? They're invading krautchan.rip too!!!
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I dont belive in any god, but of course i know who is Perun, and here, in Moscow you can meet many people who call Perun their god, and "normal" people we have special word for them - dolboslav (it comes from the swearing word Dolboyob - it means fucking idiot).
Just imagine: A person lives in a huge metropolis, surrounded by industrial buildings and technology. And one fine day he suddenly remembers his GREAT SLAVIC ROOTS AND NATIVE GODS, he runs into the forest and starts jumping over the fire there. This is dolboslav.
I've been at my new job a month and full time for two weeks now and I've already mastered my job as good as the fat shy Bernd who's always handing off phone calls in my hands and my manager keeps joking she's going to teach me how to do senior level work.
Fifteen bucks an hour. Still no sign of a raise. I wish I had a job washing dishes or sweeping floors. My value is recognized and I see threats of worry in the eyes from the upper management. They were ecstatic first that I could do my job instead of being a constant fuck up like the french woman who sounds like a lawnmower.
Dealing with the public and an owner with extreme narcissistic issues that have resulted in what looks like a plastic doll put in a microwave is starting to burn me out.
Boy do I wish I could extend my two hour walking commute into an endless wander.
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And I enjoy every minute of it. 60km in total every week. I listen to my music, vape whenever I arrive to pedestrian crossings and say hello to people and stare at people driving to and from work.
Those last few months being a neet again were pure misery. I've come to realise I need people to keep me active, even at a basic level. Having this job feels like penance. I'm even training the retard frenchwoman and all I do is walk to and from work, go home to see my retard roommate, and he's often drunker than a fish in alcohol.
Pretty positive I'll be tree planting this summer. My body says no, my wallet says yes, my mind says become a codemonkey.
Dog be with you, Bernd. I try to spread the word of uniting the community only when asked.
I do need to find a profession or utilize my skills as a leader instead helping companies organise their mismanagement.
It gets tiresome at times dealing with the sword of Damocles and many a times I think being at the bottom as a nobody drifter is better than the threats from those false friends around me trying to either get molest me sexually or advance their own goals.
Also seeing 197/L is ebin. People are spending all of their money on driving to work.
Egocentric dictator who over estimates his military power Zorglub!
Brainwashed minions with slavic features Zorglub!
Third thing for comedic effect Zorglub!
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When I was 11 yo I went to stomatologist to repair 2 my front teeth.
I sat into the chair and they made me local anesthesia. Stomatologist started his work. After a while I felt how my eyes are loosing ability to see and also waves of weakness are piercing my body. I tried to keep the chair with all my force but it didn't help. Suddenly I saw the room from it's corner, somewhere near it's ceiling. In one moment all the pain and discomfort disappeared. I saw the room 360 around. Stomatologist called for help, her colleagues came to me and started trying to return me back. I felt so good I didn't want it. I saw my body and had thought like "so this little ugly boy is me, huh?" Suddenly one of them gave me ammonia and I opened my eyes. I never told anyone this.
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shaved off my long hair
was at store just now, everyone was staring at me aaaaa stop staring
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