it won't painful and that is not suffering
But the fact is that nothing can halt the ever-increasing recurrence of those moments when your total isolation, the sensation of an all-consuming emptiness, the foreboding that your existence is nearing a painful and definitive end all combine to plunge you into a state of real suffering.
Thank dog i was blessed with a rich internal world and certain level of detachment to the outer one.
Sometimes i go for months not speaking to anyone IRL and i feel just fine. Internet offers me all the socialization i need.
One downside is that whenever i once a few months go talk to my shrink, and i haven't actually spoken to anyone in months a single word, it's actually quite startling how difficult it is to form thoughts to words; i just become this stuttering retard who's incapable of forming sentences with more than 3 words.